{"id":20701,"date":"2025-12-24T22:42:43","date_gmt":"2025-12-24T22:42:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lesguis.com\/wp\/?p=20701"},"modified":"2025-12-24T22:44:24","modified_gmt":"2025-12-24T22:44:24","slug":"wednesday-24th-december-2025-so-here-i-am","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lesguis.com\/wp\/?p=20701","title":{"rendered":"Wednesday 24th December 2025 \u2013 SO HERE I AM &#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230; horribly late again and totally exhausted. I&#8217;ve done all that I&#8217;m going to do and what isn&#8217;t done won&#8217;t be done now.<\/p>\n<p>And &#8220;exhausted&#8221; is really the word too because I&#8217;ve been on the go since &#8230; errr &#8230; 03:55 this morning.<\/p>\n<p>Last night, what with running really late again, it was about 23:30 by the time that I&#8217;d finished everything that needed finishing and crawled into bed. But once in bed, I didn&#8217;t have long to enjoy it. A little less than four and a half hours, in fact.<\/p>\n<p>Once I was awake, I couldn&#8217;t go back to sleep no matter how hard I tried. In the end, round about 05:00, I gave up the idea and left the bed.<\/p>\n<p>Yesterday, I said that I was determined to finish a radio programme today, come what may, and so I made a start. I&#8217;m not sure what happened, or from where all of this energy came, but from 05:00 until 06:29 when the alarm went off, I wrote the text for eight of the ten songs that will be included in the programme. I don&#8217;t think that I&#8217;ve ever worked as hard or as quickly as that in all the time that I&#8217;ve been preparing them.<\/p>\n<p>When the alarm went off, I headed into the bathroom to have a good tidy-up and then into the kitchen. <\/p>\n<p>It was one of the earliest that I&#8217;d ever been in the kitchen, so I took full advantage and had a leisurely start to the day with my medication and my hot ginger, honey and lemon drink. I wasn&#8217;t in any rush.<\/p>\n<p>Back in here, I had a listen to the dictaphone to find out where I&#8217;d been during the night. We had a meeting of our little travel group here in Granville and everyone came to see me. It was about a week before I was due to move house so we&#8217;d been putting everything in boxes etc. They had all gone out for a meal or something and I was still at home. While they were away, someone else was here , a young girl. I don&#8217;t know who she was. She was talking about medical affairs and I was talking about my legs. She asked me if I would be better off with one of my legs amputated and an artificial leg fitted. I told her that that would be the last thing that I wanted. If that ever were to happen, I would probably want to commit suicide. She made a couple of statements assuming that God would intervene and I&#8217;d be defying God for this suicide. I replied that I don&#8217;t believe in God anyway. She was horrified that I was planning to do that. Meanwhile, while I&#8217;d been going through everything, I noticed that the following weekend, the 1st of March, was a holiday, the Monday. So when everyone came back, I tried to begin to talk about seeing what would happen if everyone could come down that following week and help me move. For some reason, I didn&#8217;t find a little gap in which to talk so I was sitting there with this pent-up statement in my mind and I wasn&#8217;t able to fit a word in edgeways as everyone else was in mid-chat. Somewhere along the line, I had been out and I&#8217;d met someone from my Welsh class. We had a chat in the middle of the street and that was how I&#8217;d learnt that the Monday was a bank holiday. Where I&#8217;d been was that I&#8217;d been to some kind of office for something or other. When i&#8217;d gone in and introduced myself, someone in the background made some kind of remark in a phoney English accent. I turned to her and quite angrily said &#8220;there&#8217;s no need to take the mickey&#8221;. I did what I wanted to do and said goodbye. As I was walking out of the building, the window at the side was open and I heard someone say &#8220;I thought that you had to have three &#8216;O&#8217; Levels in the UK to be able to do that. I shouted through the window &#8220;as a matter of fact, I have eleven &#8216;O&#8217; levels, three &#8216;A&#8217; levels and a university degree. She replied &#8220;how rude it is to be listening at a window&#8221;, to which I said &#8220;with a voice like yours, it&#8217;s impossible not to&#8221;. <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s certainly true about my legs. There is no way on this earth that anyone is going to amputate them, and if it&#8217;s the only solution, I shall head off to Switzerland or Belgium and &#8220;the needle&#8221;. The rest of the dream is quite meaningless. It doesn&#8217;t seem to fit in with anything that&#8217;s happened in my life, as far as I can remember.<\/p>\n<p>Isabelle the Nurse breezed in as usual, but today, she was wearing her Christmas tree earrings. It&#8217;s nice to see someone else in the Christmas spirit. It&#8217;s lonely around here, with me being the only person to have coloured lights. It&#8217;s disappointing that no-one else has made an effort.<\/p>\n<p>After she left, I made breakfast and read some more of <a href=\"https:\/\/dn720005.ca.archive.org\/0\/items\/romanfrontierpos0000jame\/romanfrontierpos0000jame.pdf\" target=\"_blank\">A ROMAN FRONTIER POST AND ITS PEOPLE<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>And here we go again! A few months ago I posted examples of a very Anglo-centric view of the United Kingdom and today, when discussing the size of the fort at <em>Trimontium<\/em> we have <strong><em>&#34;In Scotland the only one of the excavated camps that compares with it in size is Inchtuthil, with its fifty-six acres. In England, Caerleon on Usk, fifty acres in extent, occupied by the Second Legion, corresponds&#34;<\/em><\/strong> that is presumably a totally different Caerleon-on-Usk that is situated just a stone&#8217;s throw from Casnewydd and Cwmbran in Gwent.<\/p>\n<p>It really is sad when you see postings like that scattered all through these books.<\/p>\n<p>After breakfast, I sorted out the food that I&#8217;d made yesterday that needs to be put away. That involved sorting out and tidying the freezer in the bathroom (yes, folks, I have a freezer in the bathroom) and that took an age. And then the one in the kitchen (because I have one there too) needed tidying.<\/p>\n<p>The job isn&#8217;t perfect by any means but I found that I could fit in everything that needed fitting and there&#8217;s still room for more, although I shall try to resist the temptation. But it was almost midday by the time that I&#8217;d finished and everything was put away quite nicely.<\/p>\n<p>After the disgusting drink break, I came in here to play with the rest of the radio programme and it didn&#8217;t take long to finish. On the next early start day, I&#8217;ll dictate all of the notes and edit them. <\/p>\n<p>Once I&#8217;d reached that point, I called it a day and began to catch up with the outstanding correspondence. I had no idea how much there was that needed attention. That couple of weeks while I&#8217;d been ill, I&#8217;d really let things slide away from me.<\/p>\n<p>As far as I can see, I&#8217;ve dealt with all outstanding correspondence. If you are still awaiting a reply to something you have sent me, let me know.<\/p>\n<p>The postie interrupted me yet again with a packet. I expressed my disappointment that she didn&#8217;t come down the chimney dressed as Santa Claus, and she made some kind of gesture in response. <\/p>\n<p>However, there is still one parcel that has not arrived, and it would have to be the one with half of my cleaner&#8217;s Christmas present in it, wouldn&#8217;t it?. And then, I couldn&#8217;t find the Christmas wrapping paper for the parcel so I had to wrap up what I had of her present in a large Amazon envelope. Hardly festive, but you do what you can.<\/p>\n<p>Back in here, I crashed out on the chair again. I was totally disorientated when I awoke, wondering if I should go for breakfast. What kind of state am I in?<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, I invited my cleaner down to give her whatever I had for her and wished her a Merry Christmas. There was also another present for one of the people who had helped with the removal, and I popped that into his letterbox. The third one had gone directly by post a few days ago.<\/p>\n<p>Tea tonight was mashed potato, veg and a strange lump of something filled with curry sauce. It looked totally bizarre but tasted quite nice. I wish that I&#8217;d bought some more now but I shan&#8217;t be going to that cheap shop again, which is a pity. In fact, I shan&#8217;t be going anywhere.<\/p>\n<p>Pudding was fruitcake with vegan mango, quite nice as usual, but once Christmas is over, I&#8217;ll have a go at making some real vegan ice cream and see what happens.<\/p>\n<p>But right now, I&#8217;m off to bed. When we all wake up in the morning it will be Christmas so I hope that Santa will be kind to you. Season&#8217;s greetings to everyone.<\/p>\n<p>But seeing as we have been talking about the disrespect of Wales and the Welsh a hundred years ago &#8230; <em>&#34;well, one of us has&#34; &#8211; ed<\/em> &#8230; it&#8217;s those kinds of comments that go to create a lot of animosity that is felt in Wales towards the English colonists who have squashed the Welsh language and culture.<br \/>\nFor example, a shepherd on an isolated hilltop saw a well-dressed hiker bend down to take a drink of water from a stream.<br \/>\nHe shouted at him <strong><em>&#34;peidiwch ag yfed y dwr. Mae&#8217;r defaid wedi bod yn glaf ynddo. Byddwch chi&#8217;n dal afiechyd.&#34;<\/em><\/strong> &#8211; <em>don&#8217;t drink the water. The sheep have been sick in it. You&#8217;ll catch a disease.<\/em><br \/>\n<strong><em>&#34;I&#8217;m sorry, my good man&#34;<\/em><\/strong> said the stranger, in a perfect Received Pronunciation. <strong><em>&#34;I don&#8217;t understand your language. What did you say?&#34;<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\n<strong><em>&#34;I said &#8216;would you like to borrow my mug? 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I&#8217;ve done all that I&#8217;m going to do and what isn&#8217;t done won&#8217;t be done now. And &#8220;exhausted&#8221; is really the word too because I&#8217;ve been on the go since &#8230; errr &#8230; 03:55 this morning. 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