{"id":20252,"date":"2025-08-05T21:22:34","date_gmt":"2025-08-05T21:22:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lesguis.com\/wp\/?p=20252"},"modified":"2025-08-06T07:46:58","modified_gmt":"2025-08-06T07:46:58","slug":"tuesday-5th-august-2025-when-the-alarm","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lesguis.com\/wp\/?p=20252","title":{"rendered":"Tuesday 5th August 2025 &#8211; WHEN THE ALARM &#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230; went off this morning at 06:29, I was already sitting at my desk working.<\/p>\n<p>In fact, I&#8217;d already dictated the radio notes that I&#8217;d written the other day, decided that I didn&#8217;t like how they turned out, deleted them and dictated them a second time.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s the kind of thing that you can do when you awaken at 05:10 and leave the bed at 05:20.<\/p>\n<p>It wasn&#8217;t as if I&#8217;d had an early night last night either. After tea, I came back in here and dillied and dallied as usual these days, exhausted as I was after dialysis. I completely lost track of time and by the time that I realised what time it was and put my head down to work, it was far too late to do anything about it.<\/p>\n<p>Eventually though, I finished my notes, took the statistics and backed up the computer, and then wandered off to bed.<\/p>\n<p>For a change, it was a restless night. I must have awoken three or four times during the night, not that I remember too much about it. But at 05:10, as I said just now, I was awake and couldn&#8217;t go back to sleep.<\/p>\n<p>With it being nice and quiet outside in the street, this was the opportunity to attack the notes and dictate them. And then delete them and dictate them a second time because the first attempt sounded as it I had been dictating with my head in a metal bucket.<\/p>\n<p>When the alarm went off, I went off for a good wash and to take my medication. Back in here, I had a listen to the dictaphone to find out where I&#8217;d been during the night.<\/p>\n<p>My brother and I found ourselves back at home last night but there had been an enormous load of changes. We didn&#8217;t understand any of it because our mother had totally changed the system of supplies and we didn&#8217;t know exactly where we were. When we began to look through everything, we could see that there were some deficiencies so we went into the rear living room to have a further look in there. My mother was most aggressive when we began to ask about certain things and chased us away. We began to go through the pantry where there were all kinds of different kinds of food there, all these special types of food that had points with them for prizes etc. There was one set that had points for individual presents rather than out of a catalogue. We just didn&#8217;t understand why all of this had been bought. My brother wasn&#8217;t being very careful. He was dropping tins over the floor and I was picking them up to put them back. In the end I was stressed out so I just picked up a tin of luncheon meat off the floor and threw it at him, telling him to be more careful. He didn&#8217;t really appreciate that. There was all of this going on to our food supplies, what we had in stock in the kitchen which was nothing at all like what we were used to having<\/p>\n<p>So here we go again. No matter what happens, I don&#8217;t seem to be able to separate myself from my family during the night. Apart from my niece in Canada, during normal waking hours, I haven&#8217;t wasted a minute&#8217;s thought about my family for decades. But during the night, when I&#8217;m trying my best to think about Castor, Zero and TOTGA, along comes my family to push me out of my stride and I wish that they wouldn&#8217;t. <\/p>\n<p>As I have said before &#8230; <em>&#34;and on many occasions too&#34; &#8211; ed<\/em> &#8230; I don&#8217;t mind Nerina coming along during the night because I did invite her to share my life, for better or worse (and she will probably think that it was more of the latter) and in any case, you can&#8217;t live with someone for nine years and not like them, but the others can push off.<\/p>\n<p>The description of my mother as &#8220;aggressive&#8221; was certainly very apposite. She lived in her own little World and only very rarely did she make contact with the World in which the rest of us lived. She had had all kinds of torments when she was younger which explains a lot, but it didn&#8217;t make life easier for the rest of us.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, I digress &#8230; <em>&#34;again&#34; &#8211; ed<\/em> &#8230; I shall have to stop being in such an introspective mood and look more outward, even if that&#8217;s not possible until I&#8217;m downstairs (two weeks to go).<\/p>\n<p>Isabelle the Nurse turned up to deal with my legs so I told her of my encounter with Emilie the Cute Consultant, whom she knows. <\/p>\n<p>Isabelle also thinks that going to Paris is too much for me and is wearing me down. She&#8217;s seen how I am when I return and notices a great difference. She thinks that I&#8217;ll still be very ill when I return from Rennes if they keep on giving me this second product. She reckons (and so does everyone else) that the biggest difference will come when I don&#8217;t have twenty-five stone steps to climb every time I come back from a medical appointment.<\/p>\n<p>And seeing as we have been discussing medical appointments &#8230; <em>&#34;well, one of us has&#34; &#8211; ed<\/em> &#8230; the <em>Centre de R\u00e9education<\/em> has contacted me. They would like me to go for an assessment interview on 26th September. <\/p>\n<p>The letter contains a note &#8220;pre-admission&#8221; so it looks as if they are lining me up for another thirty sessions of treatment. Not that the first course of thirty did me much good, but I&#8217;m hoping that with the chemotherapy, something might happen that will make my lot a little easier.<\/p>\n<p>After Isabelle left, I could make breakfast and read some more of <a href=\"https:\/\/archive.org\/details\/in.ernet.dli.2015.274449\" target=\"_blank\">MY BOOK<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>Today, we have been reading an endless list of mayors and aldermen of the City of London, with his acid remarks about some of them.<\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s nothing exciting from that point of view, although some of the actions of the mayors that John Stow highlights are quite interesting.<\/p>\n<p>Two that spring to mind are firstly, in 1352 the mayor <strong><em>&#34;procured an act of parliament that no known whore should wear any hood or attire on her head, except red or striped cloth of divers colours.&#34;<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Secondly, in 1472 the mayor <strong><em>&#34;Sir William Hampton punished strumpets and caused stocks to be set in every ward to punish vagabonds.&#34;<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>The stocks clearly didn&#8217;t act as the necessary deterrent because in 1503, the mayor, Sir William Capell <strong><em>&#34;caused a cage in every ward to be set for the punishing of vagabonds.&#34;<\/em><\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p>Back in here, I had some more furniture to put up for sale, and that involved taking photos and measurements.<\/p>\n<p>Once they were online, I had two offers straight away but after some time spent in intense negotiations, I worked out that these were some kind of phishing attack for my bank account details so I abandoned the discussion. One of the site owners also came to the same conclusion because one of my correspondents was pulled from the site.<\/p>\n<p>The rest of the day has been spent dealing with the radio programme, that is, when I&#8217;ve not been having a disgusting drink break. The programme is now finished and it sounds quite good except where there is the &#8220;blip&#8221; where the speed changes and I had to do my best to adjust it. I can hear the change, but I doubt if anyone else can.<\/p>\n<p>Tea tonight was a taco roll and as I had run out of mayonnaise, I had to make some more. The wine vinegar is downstairs and the only vinegar up here, apart from the malt vinegar, was some balsamic vinegar. It certainly gives the mayonnaise a different taste and it&#8217;s not unpleasant at all.<\/p>\n<p>So right now, I&#8217;m off to bed, later than I would like, but that&#8217;s what comes of having to stop and make mayonnaise and then wash up all of the oily, greasy machinery. Tomorrow it&#8217;s shower day so we shall see how we go. Someone wants to come to look round to see the plumbing job so that will keep me out of mischief for a while.<\/p>\n<p>But seeing as we have been talking about my mother&#8217;s cooking &#8230; <em>&#34;well, one of us has&#34; &#8211; ed<\/em> &#8230; it reminds me of a girlfriend from school who came round to our house one evening.<br \/>\nMy mother made everyone a hot drink and then a couple of hours later, she asked if we wanted another one.<br \/>\nMy girlfriend hesitated. <strong><em>&#34;If that just now was coffee, &#34;<\/em><\/strong> she said <strong><em>&#34;could I have tea, please? 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In fact, I&#8217;d already dictated the radio notes that I&#8217;d written the other day, decided that I didn&#8217;t like how they turned out, deleted them and dictated them a second time. 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