{"id":12682,"date":"2019-10-12T02:10:25","date_gmt":"2019-10-12T02:10:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lesguis.com\/wp\/?p=12682"},"modified":"2019-10-13T01:28:32","modified_gmt":"2019-10-13T01:28:32","slug":"friday-11th-october-2019-remember-yesterday","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lesguis.com\/wp\/?p=12682","title":{"rendered":"Friday 11th October 2019 &#8211; REMEMBER YESTERDAY &#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230; when I wrote about the evil (because there is no other word to describe it) humour in which I found myself?<\/p>\n<p>Today I was rather hoping that I might have been over it, put it all behind me and moved on. But looking back over some of the stuff that I had written in an internet debate this morning, that&#8217;s clearly not the case because much of what I wrote, even though it reflected my true feelings, can best be described as &#8220;incendiary&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s no surprise either because there was that much turmoil going on in my head that even at 01:30 the thought of going to bed hadn&#8217;t even occurred to me. I spent most of the night wide-awake.<\/p>\n<p>There was some sleep of some kind though, because there are one or two items on the dictaphone. And when I get round to listening to them, it should be extremely interesting to say the least.<\/p>\n<p>The alarms went off at the usual time but I didn&#8217;t. 07:15 again for me and this is getting monotonous. The school run too this morning and for a change I had Hannah&#8217;s Golf diesel.<\/p>\n<p>So that&#8217;s now everything around here that I have driven at one time or another, and my favourite is still Rachel&#8217;s Golf estate, although the VWs are far too low for me and difficult to get out of.<\/p>\n<p>Rushed off our feet again today. The place is closed for the weekend and on Monday so everyone wanted their supplies and work done today. I ended up shunting cars around, hauling bags of feed about and going to the bank.<\/p>\n<p>And I&#8217;m right about tiredness too. Despite my dreadful night I kept on going all day with only a brief pause, not like yesterday when I was stark out. I was expecting to be much more exhausted today.<\/p>\n<p>Excitement up on the railway line at the back of the depot. The old station was formerly a tractor-pulling venue but it&#8217;s up for sale. It seems that the fixtures and fittings have been sold and there were people up there dismantling the grandstand in order to move it to Grand Falls.<\/p>\n<p>This evening there was just Darren and me. He had an omelette and I found some leftover vegan meatloaf in the fridge, followed by apple crumble.<\/p>\n<p>later, I was reviewing some postings from my Arctic voyage. A few (well, one particular) memory came flooding back to me and so I decided to listen to some music to distract me and to soothe my fevered brow. It wasn&#8217;t a particularly good choice though. I played <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.co.uk\/gp\/product\/B0002HV64K\/ref=as_li_ss_tl?ie=UTF8&amp;tag=erichall-21&amp;linkCode=as2&amp;camp=1634&amp;creative=19450&amp;creativeASIN=B0002HV64K\" target=\"_blank\">Colosseum Live<\/a><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.assoc-amazon.co.uk\/e\/ir?t=&amp;l=as2&amp;o=2&amp;a=B0002HV64K\" alt=\"\" style=\"border:none !important; margin:0px !important;\" width=\"1\" border=\"0\" height=\"1\">, which will forever be associated in my brain with late, dark, cold nights on board The Good Ship Ve &#8230; errr &#8230; Ocean Endeavour in the High Arctic, and that is exactly what I&#8217;m trying to put out of my mind.<\/p>\n<p>Yes, events in the High Arctic have scarred me somewhat and I can&#8217;t chase them out of my mind. It&#8217;s all very well listening to Joachim du Bellay and that I should be &#8220;Heureux qui comme Ulysse a fait un beau voyage&#8221;, I&#8217;m more inclined right now to the words of the Duke of Marlborough who, on his way to fight at (thinks) Malplaquet, said &#8220;God knows I go with a heavy heart, for I have no hope of doing anything considerable&#8221;. Or even John Major&#8217;s legendary &#8220;When your back&#8217;s against the wall it&#8217;s time to turn round and fight&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>On that note, I&#8217;ll go to bed, I reckon. I&#8217;ve had a hard couple of days now that demons whom I thought that I had laid have now come back to haunt me. I have to remember, I suppose, that today I really should have been in hospital having a blood transfusion &#8211; having already missed three. Bit I&#8217;m missing this one too.<\/p>\n<p>Who knows what state I&#8217;ll be in when I finally return home?<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps I need some more music<br \/>\n<em>All of the sudden she disappears<br \/>\njust yesterday she was here<br \/>\nsomebody tell me if I am sleeping<br \/>\nsomeone should be with me here<br \/>\nI wanna be the last thing you hear when you&#8217;re falling asleep&#8230;.<\/em><\/p>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-12682 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='12682' data-nonce='9b82d5dced' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/lesguis.com\/wp\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-12682 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><div class='action-unlike'><a class='unlbg-style1 unlike-12682 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='unlike' data-post_id='12682' data-nonce='9b82d5dced' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/lesguis.com\/wp\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Unlike' \/><span class='unlc-12682 unlc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div> <\/div> <div class='status-12682 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>\n    <p style=\"background-color: #f7e7b7; padding: 8px; margin-top: 1em; font-size: 0.95em;\">\n        IMPORTANT NOTE: From 1 September 2026 this blog has a live blog feature for the latest news.\n        Click any post title with \"LIVE\" in it to see live updates. 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